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Do not tell me you are civil servants
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a strange picture clear, I stand tall cliff, in front of the endless sea, after a chase is not ghosts not ghosts monster, run away, extremely desperate, at this moment, wake up,, discrepancies in the actual ground hurts.
recent child, every day, anxious dreams, hard work, distressed and desperate. Heart in the end do not know how much pressure and heavy burdened, always in a dream so bad. Until yesterday, when I halo serious condition, the only dream realized, has begun to affect my life.
This year there have been two serious pain, time was in June day, and the pain like a needle,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], like an electric shock, while the gap with a burst, a whole did not sleep a night.
rarely write my articles on the topic of work-life, try to make life more poetic. The original reality of life was so suffocating, why then used some words self-mutilation. Reality a lot of things you can not have been made,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], so why bring the thread of their own. However, the more deliberately avoided, but in fact have not had it easy for the moment.
recall 2008, the work tedious heavy. Coming years on the grounds of medical insurance for urban residents, exactly a busy 5 months, followed by retired members of pension qualification, not the end, a civilized city again, one by one would be, of course, a good record of civilized cities , and the public honor. Work was carried out one by one, but this time, what is maintenance of stability during the Olympics, do not easily see the Olympic Games, available to work overtime every day,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], every day on duty to 10 pm, Saturday week without a break (round the value of Otherwise, it will collapse.) These things, a pick, has been so devastated effort. During which work is carried out and how many details that still break.
Speaking of maintenance of stability on the pain. Last year, the twelfth lunar month twenty-nine, I pack a force protection noncommissioned officer jobs, called and said to visit Beijing. Call lasted nearly an hour, I had a laundry list of good words or bad words,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], only a thin call him God. From small to large, I have never had good things to mention, this is work, not do anything. To know that he was really gone, that year you had not thought about. Speaking of this matter to suck.
work and contact is inevitable, of course,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], have to hear or see things that are not pleasant to the eye. Health and integrity, peace and hypocrisy have to see.
However, in my fifth grade when a small thing, I have learned silence, learn to forbear. It was a mid-term exam, the students sitting on my front pressure in the papers following the textbook, kept copy. I whispered to the teacher came to light, can be a good teacher has always told me,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I take language rigidly to do their own problems, let him be. I was surprised at first a normal teacher, If it were not, at least confiscated books, for big, please out of the classroom, but this time, for students who conduct teacher actually turned a blind eye. Feel especially aggrieved, they are exposed bad behavior, why the teacher did not want to ignore. Later thought, finally found a reason, because the students who is the president's daughter, do not feel pity. Later, I gradually came to understand that some words can not say, and say that is white.
I always remember this sentence: On the back of his non-Mo, meditation often think themselves too. I have been doing so also. Sometimes you will always heard that it can be behind the loss.
On one occasion,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the dinner table, first opened to how bad that XX, how to say how they can be. While there should be and, with silence. I know that \\sentence, the audience stunned, and later, you made me say the words again XX good. I think that in that time she was bad, necessarily at the bottom of my heart I am a little unhappy. Whatever. I have a feature that, to do has always been upright and reasonable manner. Approximate times aloof, from do not care how he said, as long as they like a clear conscience. Precisely this point, it is like and I go around the main reasons.
wide world of wonders. The total number of things just make you laugh and cry. One day, a friend told me a few minutes late for a meeting because his father in the hospital day surgery actually have it this way: \This is like a spit in it? I have not heard, and heard him a dumb hack Zhunde speechless. Who has no parent, is there anything more important than Qindie lying on the operating table. How is the day after a few days later, a senior official of the father was dead, then spit the kept calling, but also car rental, but also a call, a short while Kung Fu, leaving all the important work of hand, dust Servant servant went to the countryside hundred miles away. It is said that posture, than they do at home also raise borne. After listening I thought, alive, you have to have their own dignity, for some small profit to fly distorted his face, tired.
In fact, some of the basic things are not my business, sometimes it feels ridiculous, and even anger. No wonder Yongyuan suffering from depression reminder of his different positions, funny sad more than I've seen. I have heard two of his television interview, he said some of the vulgar contempt and hypocrisy, some of the forces have been let to the point of anger. I understand his anger, but I can not fall for these things a depression, not worth it.
heart of today's most blocking thing is Liu Xiang withdraws from. Good guys like us in Hunan Dragon springs smile, so bright, light, can be, innocent smile, this life under the eyes now, really not much.
Also,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], if you want to flow, do not tell me you are civil servants.
(onset of pain again, sleep.)
written in 2008.08.18
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